The Insanity Continues

I hate managers who play favorites.

W has made comments about texting the other members of our team. As in they have text conversations like you do with friends. But she never texts me. Not even when she’s out sick or will be late.

She’s on vacation the end of next week and sent an email telling us to send a report we have to do to J. He’s only been here a YEAR! There’s no way he should be third in line behind her and A (who will also be out that day). It should be me since I’ve been here just a few months less than A.

C moved to another team so we have an empty desk in our area. Yesterday J moved to C’s old desk and W moved to J’s old desk. My first thought was now they can exclude me easier. And they did! The three of them went to lunch without me!

I am so tired of being treated like the red-headed step-child!

She says she appreciates my hard work but I don’t see it. I should have been promoted to senior biller by now but haven’t. And I’m certainly not being paid what I’m worth! Oh, and I still can’t use my COMPANY PROVIDED SICK DAYS without going to the doctor.

Stop treating me like a fucking child!

All of this lead to a very shitty day. It was made even shittier by the fact that I had to go to Walmart. I HATE going to Walmart, or any store to buy groceries.

On my way, my usual playlist wasn’t cutting it so I asked Siri to play some Halestorm thinking it would play the ONE album I own. I forgot that I have Apple Music so it started playing their discography. And the first three songs (Uncomfortable, Apocalyptic, and I Miss the Misery) just fit my mood perfectly. It was like Siri knew I needed some angry music to make me feel better.

At Walmart, I only bought things I absolutely need (plus a couple of extras, leaving the rest for later) because I was SO FUCKING ready to get home.

As I’ve mentioned before I hate getting my mail due to the location of the mailboxes in relation to my apartment. I’m waiting on a few things so I forced myself to get the mail today. And boy am I glad I did!

I opened my box and found a brown mailer envelope. I pulled it out and when I saw the return address, I got really happy because it was one of the things I was waiting for.



Thank you so much squidgiepdx! It is next in my to read pile.

This will be one of my last crossposts. The only reason I agreed to the new LiveJournal TOS is because I have paid time left but once that is up I'll more than likely delete my LJ account.

I got the mail today and discovered that this had finally been delivered:



Looking forward to reading this series!

I haven't gotten the mail at all this year (I know I'm a lazy fuck) but I have a fairly good reason for it. See, my complex has two entrances: one at the front where the office/mailboxes are and one at the back.

My apartment is at the back so I always use the back entrance which means I have to go out of my way to get the mail. And I'm usually ready to get home.

So today after doing laundry I decided to stop and get it. And what did I find in my mail (other than bills and junk mail)? A card from squidgiepdx and melagan. I'm so sorry if y'all thought I was unappreciative by not saying thank you. I haven't read them yet because stupid me left the mail in the car. But I'm going grocery shopping in a bit and I'll bring it in then.

Please consider this as your thank you. It really made my day to get these cards, even if I haven't read them yet.

I had a good day today.

In case you’re not aware, I haven’t written anything (with the exception of the Rodney/Ronon story I wrote during Squee Weekend) in over a year. But today I got hit by a bunny that insisted I write it down.

I’m not sure how many pages I hand wrote but it was several. I can’t wait to type it up... which will have to wait because I left the pages at work. *sigh*

BUT I have finally conquered my writer’s block!

I've been thinking about this post for a while so it is very long. And is actually several posts. I didn't want to spam your inboxes so each "post" is under a cut so you can choose where to start reading.

( My mother the bigot )

( Captain America: Civil War spoilers! )

( Hawaii Five-0 spoilers! )

( NCIS spoilers! )

( Yay! )

( Seriously? )

( Why are people such jerks? )

( Why do people have to hate others so much? )