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2025-04-09 05:57 am
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I had a dream that I was at a relative's wedding. Only it wasn't their first wedding. The couple had divorced and were getting remarried to each other (I have one cousin who did that but they were not the couple in my dream).

My dad and her dad were talking about the speeches (I hate when people give speeches at a wedding). My dad said something about having given one at their first wedding and so thought they'd ask him to give one again. And my uncle said 'well, she's my daughter so I think I should give it this time'. I have no clue why he didn't give one the first time. I mean, I honestly cannot think of any reason why my uncle wouldn't have given a speech at his daughter's wedding.

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2025-04-08 06:53 am
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It's Rex Manning Day!

If you know, you know. ;-P

It's been a rough morning. I went to bed feeling good, I was prepared to get up and walk and take an everything shower and get dressed and make my bed. But then I got up feeling like crap. This crazy weather has given me a cold. My throat hurts, my head is stuffy, and I'm coughing and sneezing.

I had ordered some meringue cookies off TikTok shop and they arrived yesterday. And of course, the delivery guy couldn't find my apartment. I got the notice they had been delivered but they weren't on my doorstep so I went looking for them. I ran into the guy in the parking lot behind my building so it's all good. But I was prepared to walk around all three buildings until I found them.

The flavors I got are vanilla (don't really taste like much), cookies & cream (there's a hint of chocolate sandwich cookie), key lime pie (very strong lime flavor), and caramel (my favorite of the four).

I had some of the cookies as late as 7 last night and that's what I blame for my glucose being over 100. As for my blood pressure, I didn't sit entirely still for several minutes before taking it and I'm currently not taking the diuretic or the one blood pressure med my doctor took me off of. Just a few more days I'll be taking the diuretic again.

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2025-04-07 06:01 am
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I'm not entirely sure how long I was in bed last night because I forgot to set my sleep tracker. I know I was in bed before 10 and I got up before 1. I had a difficult time falling asleep, I couldn't find a comfortable position to lay in and it's cold here right now (it didn't get out of the 40s all day yesterday). And then I finally got up because I felt like I was going to throw up.

Because of that, I chose not to walk on the treadmill. But I got up at the time I would if I was going to walk and I did at least take a sponge bath, mostly because that was all I had energy for.

I took my badge to the office Saturday, despite the fact that it rained nearly all day. And it felt like I was quitting my job as I placed it on top of the pile on my boss' boss' desk. Hopefully, we'll get information about where our office is moving to soon so that if we need to go into the office, we can.

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2025-04-04 06:56 am
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I saw a TikTok recently that talked about the struggle of fantasy writers to come up with names of their characters. She said that she takes names of towns and rivers and streams and uses those.

I've always wondered why fantasy writers don't just use a baby name site and look for unique names. That's what I do, not that I write fantasy. When I need a name for a new character, I go to a baby name site and look for names that mean a specific thing, but only if a name doesn't come to me while I'm plotting the story.

How do you come up with names for your characters?

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2025-04-03 06:35 am
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My daughter recently asked me if I still have the complete Stargate series on DVD. My first reaction was to scoff and ask if she's ever met me. But since she asked me over text, she doesn't know this. I said I do and asked why she wanted to know. She said that her and her husband were thinking of watching them. I told her that both series are streaming on Prime but if she wanted to watch the DVD extras, I could lend them my DVDs. I'm kinda surprised she asked to borrow my DVDs because that means they'd have to get up and change the DVD after every four episodes. I haven't asked if they've started watching them or not and she hasn't asked about them again.

I have one episode of SG-1 and three or four of SGA that I skip every time I do a rewatch. Should I warn my daughter about these episodes?

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2025-04-02 07:18 am
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I forgot to mention something that happened last week.

Back in 2023, I had to move out of my old apartment quickly. The old apartment wanted to raise my rent ~$300. I felt this wasn't right since I had lived there since 2015 and my unit was not updated and roach invested.

Because I refused to pay for even one more month there, I had to move on 2/25. I work in accounting so we are not allowed to take off the first ten days and the last day of each month. I have lived in a total of three apartments since I left my ex and this is the first one that doesn't take section 8.

As a result, I am used to my lease running through the end of the month regardless of when I actually moved in. For example, I moved into my old apartment in the middle of March 2015 but my lease ended on the last day of February.

I expected that here but I guess it doesn't? I honestly don't remember what the dates of my lease were when I signed it last year. I did notice it this year, that's why I'm mentioning it.

Anyway, Thursday, I received a note on my door. I always get nervous when the office leaves a note on my door. This time it wasn't anything bad; it was the notice about my lease renewal. It said that my lease ends on 5/24. I fully expected it to end on 5/31.

I cannot remember when I received it last year, I'm guessing in late December because when I moved in I signed a twelve month lease. And they require a 60 day notice to vacate.

The lease options are for one month up to fifteen months. I will never understand why someone would rent an apartment for less than six months. I get that some people do it while they're having their house renovated but I would rent a furnished apartment for that so I don't have to unpack and then pack again so soon. But that's just me.

Anyway, I chose the fifteen month option because it only increased my rent $6. The new option list shows the same amount for the fifteen month lease. So naturally I chose that one. I'm just waiting for the office to approve it.

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2025-04-01 07:16 am
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I'm not sure why, but I just started freaking out a bit thinking it was after 8am. I was scrolling on TikTok and put my phone down so I could get to work, only to see that it wasn't even 7:30am yet.

Just saw a TikTok about a guy complaining about people standing too close in lines. This has been a pet peeve of mine even before Covid. Luckily, I haven't had to deal with it much since the six foot social distance rule.

But I do have a story of this happening in my car from about fifteen years ago.

My daughter and I were going somewhere (Walmart, I think) and the car behind us had their music up so loud that my rear view mirror was vibrating from all the bass. I inched forward (my dad taught me to stop where I can see the tires of the car in front of me touch the ground). I had just sighed with relief that I was no longer in a vibrating car when the car behind me closed the gap. I think I growled but I know I muttered, 'that wasn't an invitation for you to also move up, jerk!'. My daughter just laughed and agreed it was annoying.

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2025-03-31 06:59 am
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As y'all know I was on vacation last week. And per usual, I did fuck all. With the exception of a haircut on Tuesday and a doctor's appointment Thursday.

After my haircut, I spent the day with my parents and finally got some Chinese food. It was good enough that I'm still craving it. The place was a dive (can a restaurant be called a dive?) but the food was good.

Mom said it was dirty. The floors need to be swept and moped but other than that, I think it was fine. I mean, I didn't see any evidence of bugs, so. But Mom said the lady that helped us was wearing rumpled and stained clothes. I didn't actually see her clothes but I did see that she was wearing orthotic flip-flops which I'm sure is a health code violation.

Thursday, I had a follow up visit with my doctor. She set the appointment for six weeks after my last one because she had put me on a diuretic and wanted to check how it was helping with my blood pressure. She also resubmitted the request for Eliquis and this time my insurance is covering it 100%!

I finally got myself a sleep bonnet. I haven't been able to wear it much because I have this thing about things touching my face. It's why it was so difficult for me to get used to wearing a mask during the early days of the pandemic.

When I put it on, my face just starts twitching which has it moving and before long, it has slipped off the back of my head and I have to either retie it or take it off. The reason I got it is because I'm tired of the hair on the back of my head being dry, brittle, and massively tangled from rubbing against the back of the couch.

So, I've decided that I will only wear it when I'm sitting with my feet up because that is when my head rubs against the head rest on the couch. I did try to sleep in the bed with it last night, but it slipped off as soon as I laid down. I might not have had it tied tight enough but it doesn't matter. I don't think I'll try that again. Mostly because I like to play with my hair while I fall asleep. And, yes, it is a security thing as in my version of a stuffie or blanket.

I had planned to spend one day working on one of my stories but just couldn't find the motivation. I also planned to clean over the weekend because I went to the store Thursday.

Friday, I wasn't feeling it so I said I'd do it Saturday. But I wasn't feeling it then either. I did end up doing the laundry. Everything has been washed and other than the sheets and the shirts I don't put in the dryer, everything has also been folded and put away.

I know one of my goals was to clean on a regular basis but I find it difficult to do so. Although, I do take the trash out every Friday, so at least I've developed a routine for something. Right?

I went to bed planning on walking, getting dressed, and making my bed. But I didn't. It started with realizing my scale needed batteries as I was getting ready for bed and ended with leg cramps this morning.

I did take a shower and wash my hair this morning. I plan to make my bed in a bit and fold the last of the laundry.

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2025-03-21 06:37 am
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I got this from [personal profile] pattrose

1.Do you like your birth-name? Why?
I do now. Growing up I went to school with three other girls named Melissa. Then I moved and became friends with another Melissa. I have even worked with a Melissa twice. My family used to call me Missy (my SIL still does). I can't explain why I like it now other than I've had it for over 50 years and it's mine.

2. If you could change your name to anything else, what would it be?
Growing up I wanted to be called Tracy. Not sure why but I really liked it.

3) What names would you consider giving your children?
I have one child that I named Victoria Rose. When I found out I was pregnant my ex said if it was a boy he wanted to name it Johnathan Harley (call him Harley because he is obsessed with Harley Davidson). I originally wanted to call my daughter Randi Jo but when combined with my ex's last name it was an immediate no-go. Then I thought Alexis Lynn but again when combined with the last name it was difficult to pronounce even if she was called Alex (plus my mother said she refused to call her Alex).

4) If you had a band, what would you name it, and why?
My Favorite Band. Because it's funny. Imagine telling someone you're going to a concert. When they ask which band you reply, 'My Favorite Band' and they say, 'Sure, but what's the name of this band?' Cue a 'Who's on First' type of conversation.

I got this idea by the band in The Fosters, 'Someone's Little Sister'.

5) Is there a name that you completely hate? Why?
I don't think I have ever come across a name I dislike. My SIL hates the name Charles (her father and the father of her oldest have that name (my brother also has that name but we call him Chuck)).

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2025-03-20 06:14 am
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I finished the original Daredevil series yesterday and am now caught up on the new one. Let me just say that the writers are EVIL. I won't spoil it for anyone but something happens in the first episode that had me so shocked, I forgot to breathe. And then I became irrationally angry at Kevin Feige (although he probably had very little to do with what happened).

I also started watching Jessica Jones on my phone. I can't remember how much of that series I watched because I remember very little of it. I don't really like it so it will be a chore to finish it. And, yes, that is why I didn't finish it before. This has nothing to do with Krysten Ritter because I have enjoyed her in other things. I think it's because I know next to nothing about the character.

And it's the same for Luke Cage. I don't know the actor but I don't think I was impressed with the series.

I never watched Iron Fist, The Punisher, or The Defenders so I might do a review of them.

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2025-03-19 07:26 am
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I've been watching Daredevil (the series that used to be on Netflix) because Disney+ has a new series that is a sequel. I thought I had watched the whole series but as I've been watching it now, I don't think I ever did.

I remember all of the first season and the first few episodes of the second season and the first episode of third season. Not sure why I watched it like that but I did.

I will be finishing the series today and will then watch the new one, but not while working. I think I will move on to Jessica Jones while I'm working.

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2025-03-18 07:04 am
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I just saw a TikTok that I agree with.

If you don't know (if you don't, do you live under a rock?), Beyonce won Album of the Year and Best Country Album for 'Cowboy Carter'. There is a lot of outrage over this (which I agree with) and Chris Stapleton has filed an official objection to her win. I will stop watching any video that uses 'Texas Hold 'Em' as well as turn the channel on the radio whenever it comes on.

I do think Beyonce is that good of a singer and her voice is not right for country. I know I'm probably going to get a lot of flack for this but it is my opinion.

Can someone explain to me what it is about her that everyone seems to love?

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2025-03-17 06:35 am
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I don't think I mentioned that I was having bouts of light headedness last week, but I was. At first, I thought it was my glucose (it's been over 100 for so long that when it is in the normal range, my body sees it as a low blood sugar event). But that wasn't it.

Thursday was my first indication that the issue might be my blood pressure. I spoke to my mom about it and told her that if my pressure was that low again, I'd call my doctor.

Friday morning it was in what I call my normal range but later in the day, I almost passed out so I took it again and it was 98 over 58. I called my doctor and she told me to stop taking one of my blood pressure meds.

It's only been a couple of days but I'm still a bit light headed this morning even though my blood pressure is not low (or at least it wasn't when I took it thirty minutes ago).

I tried cleaning my bathroom and only managed to get the counter done. I'm going to try and get the rest done this weekend or next week (I'm on vacation).

My dream this morning was confusing. I lived in this nice townhouse in a really nice complex. I left my unit and drove to another one, almost hitting several golf carts in the process (I got the feeling I was suppose to be driving a golf cart and not my car). At the other unit, I took a shower and had breakfast. I remember thinking something along the lines of 'how can I have two units when I'm only paying for one?' I never once questioned why I went to this other unit to bathe and eat.

For the first time in a while, I actually thought about calling off. Only reason I didn't is because I'm on vacation next week.

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2025-03-14 06:42 am
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I managed to stay in bed for almost four hours last night.

My parents gave me a wall clock for my birthday last year (I asked for one) and when it is silent in my apartment, like after I've fallen asleep with the TV on and it has shut itself off, I can hear it ticking. Only thing is, it does not have a second hand or pendulum. So, how is it ticking? Yes, it's analog and runs on a battery.

I sat for five minutes this morning instead of twenty before taking my blood pressure.

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2025-03-13 06:36 am
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I only slept in the bed for a couple of hours because I, once again, couldn't find a comfortable position to sleep in.

I bought some of that weatherstripping that went viral on TikTok a could of months ago and put it up last night. It took me a really long time and I don't think I got it along the bottom correctly because I can't get on my knees. I'll find out tomorrow if opening my door messes it up or not.

In the mornings, I sit for twenty minutes without doing anything before I take my blood pressure. I think I'm going to go back to only five or ten minutes.

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2025-03-12 07:11 am
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The strangest thing happened last night.

I have had issues with leaking in this apartment.

Just months after I first moved in, the ceiling over the shower started leaking. The first time it was just for a few minutes and was difficult to see where it was coming from. The second time, there is a crack on the ceiling where the water was coming from. Both times, maintenance did nothing about it despite my having video of the second leak.

Then, in late October/early November of 2023 a leak started in the laundry closet over my BRAND NEW washer/dryer. It took me calling daily for three weeks, and threatening to call the health department, before maintenance was able to get the tenant in the third floor apartment to let them in to locate the leak. There was not a tenant in the second floor unit at the time so they were able to quickly determine the leak was from the third floor unit.

I am now super triggered by the sound of dripping water which makes freezing temperatures a nightmare for me because I leave the faucets I don't use often dripping all the time when it's below 40* outside.

Because of this, I am super aware of dripping and will go and look for the source if I even THINK I heard water dripping.

So, last night as I was getting ready for bed, I heard water dripping in the shower. I immediately looked up at the ceiling but couldn't see anything. As I was lowering my gaze, I saw water dripping from the shower head. Now, as y'all might recall, I did not take a full shower yesterday. Not to mention, I had been in the bathroom several times during the day. There was no reason for the shower to be dripping at 9:30 at night. I made sure the tap was off but it was still dripping. I swiped the water drop off the shower head and that was that.

I'm still confused as to how/why that happened.

Another weird thing that happened was that my Discovery+ app on my FireStick upgraded last night and now I have to manually turn off the closed captioning every time I watch a show. I do not watch my Discover+ shows with CC on because those shows are reality TV (more or less) and the CC tends to lag.

Also, under 'continue watching' are a bunch of shows I have never watched. Now, my mother and I share this app and it used to not allow you to make more than one profile, so it is possible that some of these shows were watched by her.

I only managed to sleep in the bed for about two and a half hours because I was unable to find a comfortable position to sleep in.

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2025-03-11 06:55 am
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Well, yet another day when I couldn't find the energy to get my ass up and walk on my treadmill.

I slept in my bed for just under four hours and despite not being to keep my eyes open was unable to fall back asleep on the couch until after 4am.

I did sponge bathe, although I do need to wash my hair.

It has become a thing for me to get shaky around 3pm. So to keep myself from having too many carbs, when I go to the store this weekend, I'm going to get some grapes and cubed cheese to have as a mid afternoon snack. Maybe then my glucose will stay under 100. When I take it before having some butter bread it's between 70 and 80 (so far).

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2025-03-10 09:37 am
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Almost forgot. While we were at the bank, my parents closed out their safe deposit box. And in that box was my divorce decree! So happy I don't have to go to Denton to get a copy. I'm one step closer to getting my name changed.
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2025-03-10 06:46 am
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After a week of suffering from leg cramps, I did not do anything this morning.

Originally the plan was to clean the bathroom while doing the laundry Friday night but when it came time for that, I decided that would be too much. I managed to do all but one load (my sheets). In fact, my whites are still in the dryer.

I was going to clean the bathroom Saturday night/Sunday day but after what happened Saturday, I decided it would be best if I didn't.

Saturday, my brother and I met with our parents so we could be put on their accounts so that when they pass or are incapacitated we can access their money easier. After we got that taken care of, we had lunch then my mother, SIL, and I went shopping at Kohl's. While at the store, I began to feel weak. I told my mom that I felt like I was going to faint but I didn't, I just really needed to sit down.

I had also been having cramps in my legs and feet all morning which made driving to my parents' difficult.

When I left my parents' I really wanted to just go straight home but I needed food which meant I needed to stop at Walmart. As I was leaving Walmart, I developed a cramp in my right ankle but it was raining and I had milk and ice cream so I couldn't sit it out.

Luckily, there's a stretch of road where I can put cruise control on and move my foot to work out a cramp.

This morning my dream was almost like a movie/fantasy book. A young man who was raised in a life of privilege (he was a prince, I think) finds out that no one in his life is who he thinks they are.

The palace/castle he lives in is attacked by an enemy he never knew existed. His best friend (who is actually his body guard), helps him and several of their people escape through a hidden passage that only the MMC can access and then lock. But he cannot lock it until someone else tries to access it (I know, right?). While they're going through this passage he's told that he has powers and that his parents didn't tell him because they had hoped he wouldn't need them. But since he is the last of his line, he will need them for sure.

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2025-03-07 10:01 am
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Update to this post.

I think I was watching Daredevil on Disney+. Because while it will play the next episode automatically, if you let it auto play long enough, it will ask if you're still watching and if, after a few minutes, you don't respond it will kick you out.

The reason I think I was watching Daredevil Monday night is because I know I started watching season 1 episode 7 and when I go to my Disney+ app, it shows that the next episode is season 1 episode 10.